Everything felt like a train wreck right now, this was definitely the end and she didn't even have to ask him, she could mutter over and over that this was some lie, a bigger lie than the marriage he was in but then she remembered his recent attitude, how he'd be cold towards her, at first it was blamed on being 'cautious' then being 'busy'. Just thinking that her effect was fading away made something crawl beneath her skin, she felt like the circus that was no longer entertaining, but why go back to that woman? Why was she always a better option?